| | Right. So I've never realized how much I hate weekends. As a college student, my weekends start on Friday. What have I done since then? Well nothing really at all. I've been miserably unproductive. Whatever. Anyway, so KJ and I went out for Mojitos this afternoon. Funny thing, liquor is. I woke up today at about 2:30. Tumbled out of bed, brushed my teeth and drank my breakfast. What a wonderful way to start the day huh? As it turns out, KJ and I are in similar situations, we're both pissed off at our homosexual significant others. Well, you know what I mean. Najwa and Scott. I dunno, for some reason everything that comes out of Scott's mouth recently pisses me off. I literally become a more miserable person being around him. This is a conclusion that I've reached earlier, but for some reason, it hold increasingly true at the present. I've been trying though, I swear. I've tried to call him a couple of times this weekend. But whatever.
So stress there, I've got stress with my parents, who, if they were not realted to me, I'd have killed by now. Well maybe not. But I've certainly contemplated it a number of times in the past week. Where does this stress stem from? Well, mostly it's them thinking I'm incompetent. Oh, and it's also them freaking out because I don't have anything to do with my life post-May. I've been freaking out what I'm going to be doing with my life post-May for about 4 years now. I've got the hang of it. I know how to do it quite well. Three of us freaking about my life is a bit more than I can handle.
What else? Oh, right, I've realized that sex does nothing for me anymore. I've slept with 11 people since Monday (hmm, is that a record?) And for some reason it's A: not enough and B: not fulfilling at all. Oh well.
So yeah. Anyway, I'm going to go try to be cheerful right now, and organize my life in such a way that I can bear it. We'll see how that one goes.
Oh yeah, and apparently my mom's computer blew up tonight. Haha funny story. Peace. |
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